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That one phone call

I called mumma..
 I don't remember the last time I called her without a reason. These days, the only time I call her when dad asks me to. dial her number.
   " hello.. kaise ho..? "   asked her.
 "haa. sab theek hai..  kya hua..? "  she said
I never call my mom.. but that doesn't mean I don't love her..  Two women make me feel alive..  priya and my mom.. ❤ they mean the world to me.  The third will be priya jr. someday 😛  but there's still a lot of struggle to go for that.
 "kuchh nahi mummy. .  aise hi kardia phone. "  I said
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.  "sab theek haina.. bhaiya. result toh nhi aaya " .
.  bhaiya 😛. strange isn't it..  but my mom call me by this name.  I don't know how it started and why.. but she calls me like that 😛   may be because after loosing her father in childhood and being the only child..  I was the one she relied upon.. the one in whom she finds a brother and a son at the same time..  the one she wants to take care of her..
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.. "nahi maa nhi aaya koi result " I said.  I had tears in my eyes.  I don't know why but I almost feelt like a girl for being so emotional. how can I cry like this..  I want to tell her.. no matter what she thinks of me nowadays.. I love her.. I want to tell her that I need her.. and I need priya too.. both of them besides me forever. I want to tell her to get me my love.. like I used to when I was small.. but neither she's a toy and nor i am a child anymore.
More importantly I want to tell her that if tomorrow something happens to me.. she should know I love her a lot. and inspite of all diffrences we have now.. I wish to be her son every time I take birth.
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.. after an awkward silence..
" acha.. priya kaisi hai.. ?? "  she asked in her teasing tone.. 😃
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.. I love when we talk about priya..  actually from past months she's the only topic me and my mumma talk about for hours. actually for mins.
 I can't imagine both of us talking for more than a hour or two 😛
. But we talk quite often about priya when we meet. and I feel good about the fact that she had accepted my gf or you can say " my chudail" okay she called her this once.. that too while laughing :v .
   and I found that cute. 😛
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... "achi hai woh.. rakhta hoon mummy" I said
 "haan.. exam aa rahe.. padhna achhe se han. " she said
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..  " haan mummy.. "  I said while hanging up.
 I miss her. I miss fighting with her 😛. I miss being trolled by her :3
 she's love.. ❤  I wish I could express my love to her without writing.. 😃

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